Remembering

    I found this video on YouTube and despite the technical difficulties, it was a great concept and I liked it. My salutations to you, Andrebetita of YouTube! XD The song is entitled Kanlungan which roughly translates to cradle or haven in English. It was sung by Noel Cabangon, a very talented local singer here in the Philippines. XD

I added the lyrics here and a translation for those who don’t understand Tagalog.

Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dal’wa ang unang nagkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayong nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

Ang mga puno’t halaman
Ay kabiyak ng ating gunita
Sa paglipas ng panahon
Bakit kailangang lumisan?

Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang iyong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?

Lumilipas ang panahon
Kabiyak ng ating gunita
Ang mga puno’t halaman
Bakit kailangang lumisan?

Chances come fleetingly
Can we bring back yesterday?

Can you still recall
When we first met?
In the midst of innocence
Among flowers and trees
It was then we began
Our dreams and lyrics

Can you still recall
Our hearts i carved on the tree
The flower i gave you
Walking hand in hand by the beach
Free as birds we were
The memories of our past

All those trees and flowers
Were part of our memories
As time passes us by
Where has it all gone?

And once again you return
Feeling the same yearning
To see the cradle of our innocence
Home of our lyrics and dreams
Only to see it gone
Forever out from our grasp

Time flows ever by
Along with our memories
The flowers and trees
Vanish with them

    I had a cousin once and she had an accident. After coming home from the hospital, she had complications which unfortunately led to her demise. She was about 15 then, I think, I was just 13. She was one of my favorite cousins, one of my closest friends. She was he very first to introduce me to Atari. She used to teach me how to play tandem tennis on their game console. But the sad part is I can’t even remember how she looks like anymore. The first night of her wake, I heard a couple of her school friends tell me I looked like her. But I can’t see her in me. And it pains me that all I have left of her is a blank face. Maybe I should have paid closer attention, or maybe I should have kept a memento. I don’t know.

    Why do we have to forget? It is not that I wanted to prolong the hurt, but, it could be the only way to keep anyone or anything alive. What is the meaning of interactions if we won’t remember who we’ve been with? What is the point of going places if we won’t remember what we’ve seen? I admit I could be awfully forgetful, but I do try to remember things, especially if they count. These memories define me. And if I forget them, will I be forgetting myself too?